jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Me : Sho, stop acting like a dumb ass and tell Jun what you feel!

Also me : Jun, stop psycho analyzing Sho and just suck him off, omg.

Also me : WRITE IT, BITCH.

yeah, I'm internally torturing myself. WTF.


Apr. 11th, 2017 04:22 pm
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Last year might not be a good year, fandom-wise, but hey, that's how it is when RL gets in the way.

Also, I swear I don't get this TOS thing here in LJ. Is it even legit? Like, how the hell is writing yaoi stories going to get my journal deleted? They have that much free time to be checking people out? If yes, then, WOW.

Also, I'm so busy I haven't got much time to breathe or pause to think about what I'm doing with my life right now. I miss writing, I miss imagining the OTP and I miss fangirling just as much. I don't know but I'm starting to think it is time to step down and focus on what's important. Writing is, and will always be, my favorite thing but I guess I'll have to, I don't know, stop?

There are lots of new authors out there now. Hopefully, you could find one that would indulge your otp cravings.

jade_lil: (ohmiya)
So I am going to indulge you guys (when have I never? :D) this time. Anything, absolutely anything with regards to Book of Tears that you think hasn't been written yet, request it. I mean it. Request it. Ask me what happened during a particular scene (in Book of Tears only, not Romantic) and I will write it. I swear I will.

Now, it's time for you to re-read the series.

jade_lil: (ohmiya)
You know you're fucked when it's not even 10 days before your deadline and you still haven't decided about what to do with the ending.

I'm fucked and I know it. 
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Twitter was flooded last night with the winners of the fanfic awards and apparently, Book of Tears won.



I really thought Lord Ohno Series will sweep all the category :DDDD

But, wow.

I really don't know what to say except THANK YOU to everyone who voted for it :D

You guys are the best <3
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
there is going to be an unexpected collab work between me and someone though I'm not sure if I'm allowed to broadcast it this early but, oh well, you'll know it eventually. I think we have already agreed on the pairing (my OTP won, yay!) but the general plot is completely her idea and man, it is brilliant and interesting and will be super dramatic (and angsty, and romantic, hopefully XD).

anyway, I'm just sayin'. though we haven't decided on who gets to post first or how we are going to write separate chapters and making sure that our ideas match but we'll do our best :D

that's it for now :D
jade_lil: (Default)

I wonder if anyone is willing to be my writing partner?

in other news,

gorgeous,  isn't he?

jade_lil: (ohmiya)
So dear [livejournal.com profile] keshichan has put up a new community for Arashi fanfic authors which is [livejournal.com profile] stormclockwork. I've gone over the community rules and such and I think it's cool. I would have signed up if not for the fact that I know myself when it comes to writing -- I mean, it would be good to collaborate with someone, I've done that a few times in the past but the problem is that most of the time, I lose the will to write and that would be embarrassing for the other person who I will collaborate with. I mean, my life is pretty much ruled by work lately, and my other responsibilites and committing to writing with someone else is going to be pretty hard. But, um, I'm thinking about it really. Also, for someone who'd been bashed a quite number of times for being a lame writer, being mentioned as a reader's favorite author is, wow, kind of unbelievable :D

So guys, so guys, you head on to that community and fill up the forms XD 
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
So I remember being told by someone, a few years ago, that a good writer has the power to write something and make it believable. How a writer's imagination takes his/her reader into a world that doesn't exist.

And then somebody told me that I was lacking the imagination in all of my fics. But somehow, I am good with writing emotions. I don't even know what that means, until I started writing Book of Tears. It's like, how do you even write pain, or anger, happiness and the likes and make sure your reader can feel it. I'm still not sure. Even now, I am still not sure.


Sep. 15th, 2014 10:22 pm
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
[livejournal.com profile] ohmiya_haven is up. will be moderated for now. the other community is purged.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Probably going to move all fics to [livejournal.com profile] freestyle2010, lock them here and delete my AO3 account as well. I'm going to have to edit the Master Post instead of letting angel do the work for me.

Anyway, it's tentative. I might still change my mind.

Oh, happy anniversarry Arashi!
jade_lil: (ohmiya)

Comments like this is one of those many reasons why we do what we do.

I feel so spechul :))))
jade_lil: (Default)
Yesterday, there was a girl (an Arashi fic writer) who posted some kind of ad/question in the Arashi fic communities asking for feedbacks for her fics. I don't really know her, her name just made me curious though, and the fact that she's so brave - well, for me she is, because I can't imagine doing that if that were me. I mean, I've been writing for over 2 years now and I also started with Arashi/OC pairings, and here in LJ, fics like that seldom gets comments, I know, because I have posted a few of what I've written and I only have like ONE regular reader. LJ is the home of yaoi fics, for me it is, because when I started shifting my attention to Ohmiya (and actually started writing that pairing) the number of readers/commenters took an insanely huge leap! And to think that my characterization is bad, my grammar sucks and everything (thanks to my beta reader, I improved quite a bit from before).

Anyway, back to that post I read. I went back to the post itsef and found out that one of those old Arashi fic writer/beta reader (who I really looked up to, her name's rinalin) has commented and gave her pointers. She's really nice and she also pointed the thing I said about Arashi/OCs.

Well as for me, I am probably one of those many readers that seldom checks out a fic most especially if the pairing/summarry/plot isn't striking enough. I'm also a lazy commenter, so yeah.

I think she needs to know that not everyone woud want to read and comment on everything fic writers shares. Although I'd feel really bad if it were to happen to me, but I guess that's just how it is. There are a lot of new and better writers, but the best batch of Arashi writers, at least for me, were those peoe who were posting 2009 and back. Brilliant minded people. Well, I only have a few in mind who are posting the best Ohmiya fics but they rarely post anymore.

Anyway, I think I'm gonna start reading and commenting again. I owe these new writers that as well.

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