jade_lil: (ohmiya)
My baby Satoshi would have been 7 years old and I still ache for the loss of him. Still grieving. Still aching. Still missing him.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Sorting everything out in [livejournal.com profile] arashigoodies, the index at least. Membership is still closed so I really apologize about it. Maybe I'll re-open the membership someday, but that's not going to happen soon.

I miss writing. So many things are taking up my time, including work and downloading Mask Rider Black and Hikari Sentai Maskman like crazy. Man, how nostalgic.

How are you guys doing? Hope you're doing better than I do. Hugs!

Nope

Apr. 25th, 2017 11:47 am
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
I still don't like DW.

Nope.

Sorry not sorry.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
This is an RL post, sorry.

just need to let this out. )

 
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Stand tall. Everyone around the world is backing you up. <3
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
My right wrist is swelling and I'm having trouble using my right hand. It's so difficult. I don't know what is wrong with it :(

What to do?
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
"I'm that person who is good in cheering people up but....

if I'm sad, who'd cheer me up?"
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
...because this migraine has been a great pain in the ass for the past few days. I can't freaking write and it's honestly frustrating.

Let me borrow your heads? :D

In other news, Japonism goods photos are out and man, 
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
... and I'm not supposed to be thinking about Playground but I am and now....

hmmm.



Check back the community later, maybe 10pm Dubai time :D

It's almost halfway done though it's not the new chapter, sorry but an Interlude.


OHNO AND NINO'S FIRST TIME.

Hehehe.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
So you might not know it but I do check the friend's page where they're showing the names of the people who visits this journal and everyday, there are same names though there are days where there are new names too.

I feel bad when there's no new post for you guys to read and I wonder if you're really just here for the fics, for Arashi files or for something else? LOL.

Will you tell me or do I have to keep guessing?


/indulge me. I'm so bored today and Playground is halfway done but I want to write Sakumoto too. Torrrnnnnnnnn :DDDD
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Will probably won't be able to post anything (I'll be writing, though) this week because I have a fic to finish and it's nearing it's deadline so I have to really focus on it.

I will try to work on Romantic tomorrow, if I can, but again, I won't be able to post it. So apologize for that in advance. I really need to focus on this fic for now so, wish me luck?

I'll see you next week, hopefully.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
You know you're fucked when it's not even 10 days before your deadline and you still haven't decided about what to do with the ending.

I'm fucked and I know it. 
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Had to be done one way or another since I'm this close to throwing everything down and leaving everything behind. So before I end up doing that, I had to make a choice, and it's this.

No fic is going to be updated until I'm done sorting my shit out. I feel so fucking bad and I don't even know how that happened. I'm a mess. Everything's a mess, I hate it.

Oh, before I go, thank you to [livejournal.com profile] yumi_usagi for that wonderful, wonderful Ohno Freestyle 2 photobook. I already received it, thank you. And I'm sorry if I wasn't able to write you that Romantic part yesterday. I'm really sorry.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
First off, THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH for all the birthday greetings I received as early as yesterday, here and on FB and on Twitter :D I did spent most of the day outside (almost 7 hours at work, around 3 hours in the mall, just sitting there and reading [livejournal.com profile] astrangerenters' fic, another 3 hours in the salon) and I just got home, in bed, staring at the laptop and crying. Yeah, well, it's one of those days, I guess? XD This is the  9th year I spent my bday alone, away from my family despite the fact that my brother is technically living with me. Anyway, that's how my  birthday went.

At least I'm glad I didn't spend the day sulking in my bed ([livejournal.com profile] jhing_tearjerky, I followed your advice, man, thanks :D) but in the end, it didn't make the loneliness go away. Ah, I'm being sentimental again, sorry about that.

So I better watch something. Like 'Arashi-related dorkiness something' to chase this loneliness away.

Thanks again, guys, for the greetings. I do appreciate it <3

Melancholia

Jun. 7th, 2015 11:02 pm
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
I feel so tired but I can't sleep. I feel sore but my body won't let me rest.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Bad bad Jadey. Need to refresh thy brain, filter thy thoughts and think back on the things that makes you happy.

Disappointments are a normal part of life, live with it. Pain is a part of life, too, so deal with it.

Maaaaannnn, I feel like crying.

Good thing there are these guys to cheer me up.



jade_lil: (ohmiya)
I NEED YOU GUYS TO GIVE ME A FEW OF YOUR HEART-MELTINGLY, TOOTH-ROTTINGLY ROMANTIC ONE-LINER YOU CAN THINK OF AND I'LL USE IT FOR TOMORROW'S ROMANTIC DRABBLE AND THE NEXT.

WILL WAIT FOR IT ;D
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
Notes : THIS POST IS ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE'S DREAM BUT SINCE ARASHI AND ME ARE INCLUDED, I'M POSTING ABOUT IT XD


Read more... )
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
FRIENDS.

I WILL MISS YOU ALL.
jade_lil: (ohmiya)
I was supposed to post something and then something popped in my inbox that made me lose interest in anything fic related. Anyway, maybe tomorrow because I had to immediately delete that pm so I can sleep peacefully.

And to you, my darling sweet, just let me tell you that while you think I'm the worst Arashi fic writer to ever exist, I sure hope you at least checked your works first and compare them with mine. I never said I'm good, or that I am better than anyone but telling me that I should get my grammar, and my plot and my characterization checked before I post something is hardly your concern. THAT IS WHY THEY ARE CALLED FICTION, BITCH.

Jesus.

Seriously, some people are hopeless.

If you don't like my works, scroll past and ignore them. YOu don't have to read them because I seriously DON'T READ YOURS.

Tsk.

Sorry flist. Just need to get that out before I decide to disappear again. Ugh.


In other lighter news, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

THANK YOU FOR YOU LOVELY COMMENTS GUYS <3

GOODNIGHT.

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